Little Light of Mine, Club Decadence Book 3

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Elena Lopez has changed. Not only her outward appearance, but also inside where she struggles with her own personal demons. She tried desperately to cope with her horrible secret, but couldn’t. So she ran, leaving her friends, her family and the only life she had ever known far behind. She also left Dex, who she knew was the love of her life.

Since returning from the war, Dex is different, no longer the outgoing, gregarious, extrovert he once was. He is now remote, cool and distant. But it isn’t the war that plagues him, instead it’s personal. He hasn’t gotten over the loss of Elena, his true submissive, the perfect counterpart to his innate dominance. Will he ever be able to put the past behind him and move on? And if he can’t, how will he ever exorcise her from his heart and mind. How will he make his body stop craving hers?

Neither one of them has been able to move on. Elena is unable to control her longing for him. She misses Dex and the lifestyle including the sights and sounds of BDSM, and even the spankings. So, while home dealing with a family crisis she decides it’s finally time to deal with her past and face her demons. Elena knows that she must get Dex to forgive her somehow. She is determined to reach him in order to reconcile with him no matter the price. She will yield to his dominance, submit to any demands, and surrender to any punishment if she can just make it right with him again.

Return to Club Decadence where the sexy Doms and their feisty subs engage in more BDSM play. In the midst of ever present drama, danger and intrigue we meet up with old friends as they continue to battle the criminal element that continues to haunt them. As it creeps closer and closer to the safety net they have built around their women they realize that they are all at risk. Despite their past problems, Dex is determined to keep Elena safe even if that means taking her over his knee as often as is necessary.

Re-edited March 2015.

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Prologue About 3 years ago

Tears gathered and her vision blurred. Don?t cry. Elena?s breathing was shallow as Dex took her hand and dropped to one knee before her. Please, don?t cry. She bit her lip and blinked rapidly, trying to hold the tears back. She didn?t want to miss one second, one image, or one word from the gorgeous man kneeling before her. Don?t cry, dammit. As she looked down into his upturned face, she lost her battle and the tears began to fall.

?Elena, my little light, my beautiful submissive, you have brought something special to this soldier?s life. Would you make me the happiest man in the world by becoming my wife??

Wiping furiously at her wet cheeks with the back of her free hand, Elena cried without hesitation, ?Oh, Dex, I love you so much.?

Grinning broadly he countered, ?Can I take that as a yes??

?Yes, yes! A thousand times yes.? She smiled through her tears and watched him pull a huge diamond ring from his pocket and slide it onto her left hand. Rising, he pulled her close and plunged his hand into her long brown hair, holding her captive for his possession. Cupping the back of her head, he angled it just right and captured her lips in a soul-searing kiss.

Time seemed to stand still as they locked their arms around one another and sank into a passionate embrace. Eventually the applause from the crowd streaming into the yard brought them back to earth. It was Christmastime and the weather was warm in San Antonio. Dex had been carrying the ring around for a week waiting for just the right moment. Tonight, the weather, the trees wrapped in white lights, the soft music coming from inside the house and the relaxed mood of an evening spent with good friends convinced him it was the right time to act. It looked like the perfect romantic spot for a proposal.

Dex lifted his head and turned to see the friends who stood outside waiting to congratulate him and Elena. They were at Sean and Mara?s house. He was surrounded by close friends and fellow soldiers, his inner circle. Beside Sean and his fianc?e Mara was Rick with his fianc?e Regan, Cap had his flavor of the month, and Jonas and Lil T were with subs they had brought for the night. He announced joyfully, ?She said yes!?

More applause broke out before someone joked, ?She?s probably afraid not to after seeing that wall of nasty whips and paddles Sean?s got in his new playroom.? The guests laughed. Sean was Dex?s best friend and had scheduled the Christmas party to celebrate the season, but to also christen his new dungeon. It was a BDSM play party after all.

Elena turned to the girls to show off her new ring. They clapped, oohed and aahed in excitement. After receiving hugs and kisses from her friends, she turned back to Dex and slid her arms around his neck, standing on tiptoe for another kiss. Their audience turned to give them some privacy and continued with their Christmas celebration.

Elena didn?t want to waste a minute of the short time she had with Dex. He and his fellow teammates were in for a brief leave before heading back to Afghanistan in two weeks. Then it was back to their long distance relationship while he was deployed. Thank goodness for email and video chats. He only came home for a few weeks a year and she had to make every minute count.

Dex was a Master Sargent with the Green Berets, a nickname they all hated. As he?d told her on several occasions, they preferred being called Special Forces. He had another year to serve with the Army before he returned to civilian life and came back to her for good. Elena looked forward to that day with great anticipation because she worried about him constantly. Although the Army was drawing down forces in the theater, Dex and his specially trained men were given high-risk assignments that only their team could accomplish. Covert ops, special ops and black ops they often called it. She didn?t know all that he did but she knew his work was dangerous and she tried not to dwell on it because it made her a nervous wreck. She couldn?t wait until he was home once and for all, safe in her arms on American soil.

Elena gasped as she felt cool air brush against her as Dex pulled away taking her loosened halter top with him.

?Dex!?

?I can?t wait any longer to get my mouth on you.? He moved the material out of his way and paused to look at her perfect breasts. Elena was small framed but her sweet perky breasts with their rosy nipples drove him crazy. Breast size had never mattered to him because he considered himself an ass man and she was pleasantly rounded in that area. Still, he was thrilled with his woman?s natural endowments, which in addition to her heart shaped ass, made the top five on the list of his favorite parts.

He bent his head and sucked on a firm nipple made tight by the cool evening air. ?I need to have you now.? He moved them to one of the garden benches and pulled her across his lap, her legs straddling his thighs as his hands moved to unzip his fly and release his hard cock. ?Climb on board, Chiquita.? His voice was rough with desire and his hands slipped under her skirt to find her bottom. His strong hands found her barely-there thong and, easing it aside, bared her pussy for full access.

Elena felt the tip of him slide inside her and they both let out a low groan at the initial contact. She slowly slid down his length. He was so big it always took her just a moment to adjust to his size. She was wet, which made it easier for her to take him deep inside. Impatient, he pushed up into her as his hands pulled her down, guiding her with his grip on her round ass cheeks.

?You were made for me, little light. You fit me like a glove.? He smiled up at her, enjoying the sexy grin on her face. She loved when he used the pet name that was the English translation of Elena.

?I love when you call me that, mi amo.?

Although born in Texas, her Latino parents had made sure she knew her ancestral tongue and she frequently laced Spanish endearments into her speech, especially at the height of passion. Dex, who was also fluent in Spanish, found it highly erotic to hear her whispered words of love in her sensual, melodic voice. And when she called him Master in her native tongue, it made him hard instantly.

They had been together for eighteen months in an exclusive D/s relationship and he never had a submissive meet his needs so well. They were perfect together, complementing the need the other had for dominance or submission. As their relationship progressed they yearned for a deeper commitment, with Dex wanting more than a mere role play relationship and Elena as a natural submissive desiring to submit and surrender more control than just in the bedroom. As a result Dex collared Elena and they began their consensual Master/slave lifestyle. Rather than a hardcore 24/7 total power exchange, theirs was more conceptual. He took, she gave. He owned and she surrendered possession. He controlled and she submitted. In their BDSM community they were the ?it? couple, an example of what so many others strived to find in a D/s relationship.

?Ride me, Elena. I?m not gonna last long so you have permission to come anytime.?

She whimpered and moaned as he thrust deep inside her drenched pussy. She could hear the wetness with each upward stroke as he drove into her over and over. He slid down a little on the bench, which changed the angle of his penetration, and he pushed in deeper and harder. She felt the head of his cock sliding across her G-spot, stimulating her further.

?Lean back so I can watch your gorgeous body move.? When she didn?t comply fast enough, her mind foggy with sensation and blinding need, he landed two open handed swats on her bare ass hard enough to bring her back to awareness. ?Do it now slave. Let me watch the waves of ecstasy ripple through your sweet body as you ride me, hard and fast to climax. I want to see how your face flushes, your nipples harden and your belly clenches as you come for me.?

The combination of erotic pain and his sexy words spoken in that deep commanding voice hurled her toward the brink of climax. ?You feel so good inside me, Master. I can?t wait? ?

?I?m right there with you, baby. Come with me, my love.?

They reached their climax together, in sync with one another. Afterwards, they kissed and cuddled as they came down from their high. Their whispered words were of love and the plans for their promising future together.

Chapter One

?Luis! You startled me.? Elena?s stepbrother stood in the doorway, staring at her with an odd look on his face. He was six years older, and the age difference had kept them from being particularly close. In recent years, she had avoided him because his stares made her uncomfortable. As a child he had teased her constantly and Elena always knew he harbored intense jealousy and resentment toward her as he competed for their father?s attention. He called her names like Princess, Your Highness, and Little Miss Perfect. Of course, while their parents were around he acted like a caring older brother but when they weren?t, watch out. He was sneaky and played tricks on her relentlessly. She remembered an incident when she was twelve when her parents were out for the evening. Some of Luis? friends came over and began smoking pot and who knows what else. They started calling for her to keep them company. They made her so uncomfortable with their lewd comments that she had snuck out and stayed at a friend?s house. After that she tried to make arrangements for sleepovers at her friends whenever her parents were going to be gone for the evening.

She looked at him now and realized his normally brown eyes looked black, the pupils dilated. Elena knew he was high on something. He swayed slightly in the doorway then took a few steps into her room.

?Well, well, well, it?s daddy?s little princess home all alone. What, no date for the evening?? He snarled the comment and the hate-filled expression on his face scared her. He was standing in the only exit to the room and she had a bad feeling, like a premonition washing over her and she started to panic.

?No. Dex is deployed and most of the girls have dates, so I?m just hanging out.?

?Dex, hm? Your Master leaves you alone a lot, doesn?t he, little slut??

Elena gasped. Ohmigod! How did he know about her and Dex? He read her expression and laughed harshly. ?Yeah I know all about you and your kinky boyfriend. Into S&M much, little sister??

?What Dex and I do is really none of your business, Luis.?

?Yeah? Wonder how Papa would feel about his perfect little daughter having kinky sex? Does he know you like whips and chains, puta? What else do you and your Master do? Does he fuck you hard in front of his friends? Smack your little ass when you open that sassy mouth? Does he share you and let a buddy use your mouth while he takes your little cunt??

?You?re crude and disgusting, Luis. Get out of my room. You?re drunk or high on something and I don?t have to stand here and listen to your filth.?

56 reviews for Little Light of Mine, Club Decadence Book 3

  1. KatD (verified owner)

    I have read alL three now and was not disappointed .. At least this author has good story lines …the length of the books are of value and the stories keep you looking for the next series to be released. I\\\’ve found a new author to love……..

  2. KatD (verified owner)

    I have read alL three now and was not disappointed .. At least this author has good story lines …the length of the books are of value and the stories keep you looking for the next series to be released. I’ve found a new author to love……..

  3. SH (verified owner)

    Where do I start, geesh! What a wonderful book that has so many of my favorite things; romance, danger, suspense, fantastic plot, memorable characters, steamy sex, and some BDSM. I love this series and have anxiously awaited this book and I was so NOT disappointed! I started and finished it today as I just had to see what was going to happen next, it is so well written that your emotions can not help but become involved! I appreciated visiting with the other characters from the first two books and now I am going to try to be patient for book four but I am not sure how successful I will be 🙂 Great job Ms. Taylor, this is a fantastic series!! If you haven\\\’t read the books from this series yet, what are you waiting for?!

  4. SH (verified owner)

    Where do I start, geesh! What a wonderful book that has so many of my favorite things; romance, danger, suspense, fantastic plot, memorable characters, steamy sex, and some BDSM. I love this series and have anxiously awaited this book and I was so NOT disappointed! I started and finished it today as I just had to see what was going to happen next, it is so well written that your emotions can not help but become involved! I appreciated visiting with the other characters from the first two books and now I am going to try to be patient for book four but I am not sure how successful I will be 🙂 Great job Ms. Taylor, this is a fantastic series!! If you haven’t read the books from this series yet, what are you waiting for?!

  5. K (verified owner)

    I loved this story. It initially brought me to tears to find out Elena background story. She and Dex\\\’s story is one for the library. It was over the top in a good way. I gave it 5 stars because I didn\\\’t have the option to give it ten. I want to read about Lil T !

  6. K (verified owner)

    I loved this story. It initially brought me to tears to find out Elena background story. She and Dex’s story is one for the library. It was over the top in a good way. I gave it 5 stars because I didn’t have the option to give it ten. I want to read about Lil T !

  7. JC (verified owner)

    Book three in the Club Decadence series is just add good as the first two. Hearing Elena\\\’s story makes your heart ache but the love between Dex and Elena keeps you reading til the end and then wishing for more!

  8. JC (verified owner)

    Book three in the Club Decadence series is just add good as the first two. Hearing Elena’s story makes your heart ache but the love between Dex and Elena keeps you reading til the end and then wishing for more!

  9. Adele

    Maddie Taylir please keep them coming. I am so in live with all these people, and you always keep us updated on everyone. This was a wonderful living story, I want more. There are books where I find the BDSM a bit much, funny thing us this book had more then some others, but the way it is written jyst left me breareless in a good way. You Ms. Tayior are one of my favorate writers.

  10. Adele

    Maddie Taylir please keep them coming. I am so in live with all these people, and you always keep us updated on everyone. This was a wonderful living story, I want more. There are books where I find the BDSM a bit much, funny thing us this book had more then some others, but the way it is written jyst left me breareless in a good way. You Ms. Tayior are one of my favorate writers.

  11. Gayle (verified owner)

    Taylor does it again. Dex and Elena are classic star-crossed lovers whose storybook romance is initially destroyed by malignant forces. Elena suffers greatly but attempts to protect Dex by hiding the truth from him. He is angry and behaves badly because of it. Sometimes I wanted to shake them but only because they are well-crafted characters I cared about. Great read, 5 stars. I will read this one again and highly recommend it.

  12. Gayle (verified owner)

    Taylor does it again. Dex and Elena are classic star-crossed lovers whose storybook romance is initially destroyed by malignant forces. Elena suffers greatly but attempts to protect Dex by hiding the truth from him. He is angry and behaves badly because of it. Sometimes I wanted to shake them but only because they are well-crafted characters I cared about. Great read, 5 stars. I will read this one again and highly recommend it.

  13. lanigirl (verified owner)

    This is the 3rd story of the Club Decadence series by Maddie Taylor. I have to say, this book did not live up to hype. I was not a fan of Dex. He was a jerk for most of the book and Elena was a spineless bimbo. The story was superficial and the men were…less than interesting.

  14. lanigirl (verified owner)

    This is the 3rd story of the Club Decadence series by Maddie Taylor. I have to say, this book did not live up to hype. I was not a fan of Dex. He was a jerk for most of the book and Elena was a spineless bimbo. The story was superficial and the men were…less than interesting.

  15. S.F. (verified owner)

    I enjoyed this book, and liked Dex and Elena as a couple. I wish we could have revisited the twins a little more. I loved Elena, she was so strong! I can\\\’t wait for the next book in this series

  16. S.F. (verified owner)

    I enjoyed this book, and liked Dex and Elena as a couple. I wish we could have revisited the twins a little more. I loved Elena, she was so strong! I can’t wait for the next book in this series

  17. Tara (verified owner)

    I\\\’ve been waiting for this story, and Maddie Taylor does not disappoint. I tend to find stories based on lies or misunderstandings somewhat frustrating — why the heck doesn\\\’t she just TELL him what\\\’s wrong already??? — but this one mostly worked regardless.

  18. Tara (verified owner)

    I’ve been waiting for this story, and Maddie Taylor does not disappoint. I tend to find stories based on lies or misunderstandings somewhat frustrating — why the heck doesn’t she just TELL him what’s wrong already??? — but this one mostly worked regardless.

  19. Faith (verified owner)

    This series just keeps getting better and better. We\\\’ve met Elena and Dex in the previous books and finally find out what is keeping them apart. This was a case of a devastating secret that finally had to come out. Both characters made mistakes, but I loved seeing how they finally came together to rebuild their relationship. I hope this series continues. I love the interaction between all the members of the BDSM club and how the men work together to protect their women.

  20. Faith (verified owner)

    This series just keeps getting better and better. We’ve met Elena and Dex in the previous books and finally find out what is keeping them apart. This was a case of a devastating secret that finally had to come out. Both characters made mistakes, but I loved seeing how they finally came together to rebuild their relationship. I hope this series continues. I love the interaction between all the members of the BDSM club and how the men work together to protect their women.

  21. CS

    LOVED THIS! My favorite in the series, although I really liked all of them. Dex and Elena go through the ringer and come out on the other side… Well, I don\\\’t want to spoil it but MT website says she always has a HEA. The sex was HOT, the BDSM unique and hotter. But the love between these two was palpable. A must read!

  22. CS

    LOVED THIS! My favorite in the series, although I really liked all of them. Dex and Elena go through the ringer and come out on the other side… Well, I don’t want to spoil it but MT website says she always has a HEA. The sex was HOT, the BDSM unique and hotter. But the love between these two was palpable. A must read!

  23. angelia (verified owner)

    Awesome read Awesome story The best about this series is each book is diffrent and adds to the last one to Full of romance and action it is hard to stop readng keeps you on the edge wanting to see/read what happens next

  24. angelia (verified owner)

    Awesome read Awesome story The best about this series is each book is diffrent and adds to the last one to Full of romance and action it is hard to stop readng keeps you on the edge wanting to see/read what happens next

  25. KArc (verified owner)

    I loved the first two books in this series. I didn\\\’t find this one to be quite as good. I loved Elena and Dex, their relationship was powerful. I guess I found the story to be a little slow especially after her last run in with Luis. It seemed to fumble a little with the new characters terrorizing Elena. I look forward to the next installment.

  26. KArc (verified owner)

    I loved the first two books in this series. I didn’t find this one to be quite as good. I loved Elena and Dex, their relationship was powerful. I guess I found the story to be a little slow especially after her last run in with Luis. It seemed to fumble a little with the new characters terrorizing Elena. I look forward to the next installment.

  27. Mattie (verified owner)

    l love the way each of the books in this series stand alone but also include characters that you have already learned about. Dex and his ex military buddies would make any woman happily submissive. The combination of authority and love that Dex and his buds have is a definite turn on. Elena\\\’s character is a survivor and pulls at your heart when you learn all that she is put through. This book will not disappoint you – it has a little of everything to appeal to any reader.

  28. Mattie (verified owner)

    l love the way each of the books in this series stand alone but also include characters that you have already learned about. Dex and his ex military buddies would make any woman happily submissive. The combination of authority and love that Dex and his buds have is a definite turn on. Elena’s character is a survivor and pulls at your heart when you learn all that she is put through. This book will not disappoint you – it has a little of everything to appeal to any reader.

  29. Star (verified owner)

    I loved this story. Was so glad that Elana and dex got there hea after all the heart ache. Can\\\’t wait for the next story in this series.

  30. Star (verified owner)

    I loved this story. Was so glad that Elana and dex got there hea after all the heart ache. Can’t wait for the next story in this series.

  31. Laurel (verified owner)

    I love this series. This continues the previous stories, but can be read as a stand alone book. Strong men and submissive women continue. I am looking forward to the next book.

  32. Laurel (verified owner)

    I love this series. This continues the previous stories, but can be read as a stand alone book. Strong men and submissive women continue. I am looking forward to the next book.

  33. Rhonda (verified owner)

    I loved the characters of Dex and Elena but the back story was a little to harsh for my taste. I liked that the characters in the previous stories played a part in this one. I look forward to reading the next book in the series once its published.

  34. Rhonda (verified owner)

    I loved the characters of Dex and Elena but the back story was a little to harsh for my taste. I liked that the characters in the previous stories played a part in this one. I look forward to reading the next book in the series once its published.

  35. Margaret (verified owner)

    Glad this wonderful story is continuing so well. Thank you. Please keep going

  36. Margaret (verified owner)

    Glad this wonderful story is continuing so well. Thank you. Please keep going

  37. Maria (verified owner)

    loved it!

  38. Maria (verified owner)

    loved it!

  39. Kathy (verified owner)

    I liked this book as much as the others in the series. I also like how she takes her time in developing the characters and story line. I feel like I\\\’m reading a book as opposed to a short story.I can\\\’t wait for the next book

  40. Kathy (verified owner)

    I liked this book as much as the others in the series. I also like how she takes her time in developing the characters and story line. I feel like I’m reading a book as opposed to a short story.I can’t wait for the next book

  41. Anonymous

    I have read all of the Club Decadence Books an really enjoyed them. This last one lead me to believe there might be more. I hope so. The last chapter seemed to be setting up possibe romances between two other couples.

  42. Anonymous

    I have read all of the Club Decadence Books an really enjoyed them. This last one lead me to believe there might be more. I hope so. The last chapter seemed to be setting up possibe romances between two other couples.

  43. jeanped (verified owner)

    This is the Third book to Maddie Taylor\\\’s Decedence series Series (but there is a prequel, which I found beneficial to read first)… I really enjoy Ms. Taylor\\\’s writing so, even if I am not into reading BDSM books, I must say I enjoyed the whole series put together. If you decide to read the series, read it from the start, cause eve if Ms. Taylor takes the time to explain who the people are, you get more out of the whole group by reading them i the right order.

  44. jeanped (verified owner)

    This is the Third book to Maddie Taylor’s Decedence series Series (but there is a prequel, which I found beneficial to read first)… I really enjoy Ms. Taylor’s writing so, even if I am not into reading BDSM books, I must say I enjoyed the whole series put together. If you decide to read the series, read it from the start, cause eve if Ms. Taylor takes the time to explain who the people are, you get more out of the whole group by reading them i the right order.

  45. DKT

    Another great addition to the Club Decadence series! Dex and Elena have a bond that they thought could never be broken. She is planning their wedding while he is deployed. Then the unimaginable happens and Elena shuts herself off to everyone, including Dex. Her heart and soul are broken but she sees no other way. Dex cant comprehend what would cause her to call everything off and run away. Years pass and the two are reunited but the wounds are deep. Trust takes time and eventually Elena is able to share her horrible secret and the healing begins. A lot of mystery and suspense entwined in this story.

  46. DKT

    Another great addition to the Club Decadence series! Dex and Elena have a bond that they thought could never be broken. She is planning their wedding while he is deployed. Then the unimaginable happens and Elena shuts herself off to everyone, including Dex. Her heart and soul are broken but she sees no other way. Dex cant comprehend what would cause her to call everything off and run away. Years pass and the two are reunited but the wounds are deep. Trust takes time and eventually Elena is able to share her horrible secret and the healing begins. A lot of mystery and suspense entwined in this story.

  47. Merna (verified owner)

    I have enjoyed Maddie Taylor\\\’s books so much that I got them all. This one was no exception. I felt really bad for Elena, and was so glad that they eventually worked things out. I will be reading again soon.

  48. Merna (verified owner)

    I have enjoyed Maddie Taylor’s books so much that I got them all. This one was no exception. I felt really bad for Elena, and was so glad that they eventually worked things out. I will be reading again soon.

  49. Tamara (verified owner)

    So great!!! I was invested right away. It kept getting better. This series has been so great so far! I can\’t wait for more!!

  50. Tamara (verified owner)

    So great!!! I was invested right away. It kept getting better. This series has been so great so far! I can’t wait for more!!

  51. Molly

    Loved it, MT writes about love and romance, sex and naughty kinky play but she also writes about real emotions. Be warned this is a tearjerker, so have Kleenex ready.

  52. Molly

    Loved it, MT writes about love and romance, sex and naughty kinky play but she also writes about real emotions. Be warned this is a tearjerker, so have Kleenex ready.

  53. JRS

    MT is a auto buy for me and with Little Light of Mine does not disappoint. I loved the roller coaster of emotions, the tears, the laughter, the friendships and the story line with danger and mystery keeps you interested between the BDSM, spanking and dare I say it, the master\’s whip. phew! that was HOT. Must read!

  54. JRS

    MT is a auto buy for me and with Little Light of Mine does not disappoint. I loved the roller coaster of emotions, the tears, the laughter, the friendships and the story line with danger and mystery keeps you interested between the BDSM, spanking and dare I say it, the master’s whip. phew! that was HOT. Must read!

  55. New Club Decadence Fan

    Where has this series been hiding??? Discovered it with the prequel in a free boxed set, what a jewel! LOVE, LOVE, LOVE IT! Tears, laughter, romance, hot sexy and kink all in the same book. I\’m off to read book 4 and my only concerned is that it will be the last. Please say it aint so!!!!

  56. New Club Decadence Fan

    Where has this series been hiding??? Discovered it with the prequel in a free boxed set, what a jewel! LOVE, LOVE, LOVE IT! Tears, laughter, romance, hot sexy and kink all in the same book. I’m off to read book 4 and my only concerned is that it will be the last. Please say it aint so!!!!

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